but not disappearing.
I'm back to Sanity. The work I call Sanity that is. Mostly looking at it. The collection has grown, but my plans for exhibiting have all but disappeared. I have conflicting issues about who I am in the "art world". Mostly to do with my introverted-ness. And then also about the attitude of those already There. I've tried to engage in that community but it has left me feeling left out. Probably I have caused that with my doubts about the validity of most of it. And because I just don't know. I cannot change that about myself.
I look at this today, tempted to put pink ears on it. I think about trend, and how it is used to engage. I think about the hypocrisy in that. Trend. How truth is diverted.
I am not looking for praise. I am looking for clarity.
I look. I love this one for many reasons. It's patchwork of course. And it is simply by emphasizing where the connections are in the puzzle, that define the wings. Connections define us.