Comments are off through November. I'll be in Diary mode till then. That is making notes to myself, adding throughout the day. Stop by if you have time. I am trying to level my inner self. SunMoonStars will be posted at FEEL FREE by tomorrow. The original class. In this way I can rock inward and vibrate outward at the same time. There were some issues with format but it is OK for now I think, I will fix the audio format later. Running the class here is not working for me. I will use the original class as reference.
But really he sits with all of it. It's like a ceremony. He sits. And then he moves on. Sometimes seemingly for no reason. But I think I am just not getting it.
I am recovering from a small oral surgery yesterday. There is pain. I am not taking the pain medicine. I do that sometimes. Sit with it. If I can. I find it most enlightening. I have on occasion, been able to distance myself from it. Separate me and the pain. See them separately. It helps me understand the nature of it. Me.
I might not get to the post office today. In which case it will, most probably, be tomorrow.
9AM:This is the sleep loft. I notice we never finished painting the ceiling. I know I don't care. But really what caught my eye was the little part circle of sunlight in the lower left corner of the photo after I posted it. Which brings me right back to the corner sun from this post.
And has me looking at this old wool patchwork pillow again. Again a piece that took shape over time. (started as a crazy quilt block experiment way back in 2008). And now simply has me reconsidering the corner sun again. Which I did way back in SunMoonStars. And as I recall, I did not really develop a lot of the ideas I sketched out.
So today, I am just looking. Today is the day after Halloween which is the day you wake up and eat candy bars for breakfast because there weren't as many Trick-or-Treaters as expected.
It's November and the wood stove needs tending in the mornings. I will change my posting schedule to the evenings now OR to Diary style, which ever works out for the way it goes. Today I will try Diary Format. That is I will be adding to this post during the day. With that corner sun on my mind. Let's see how that goes.
11:36: Reviewing Sun Moon Stars May 2011, Night and Day lesson 3
I've done a bit more thinking about #1, that simple corner sun.
I'm going to sit with this one for a few days. I am adding many tiny black running raining stitches, to darken the outer space. A field of tiny stitches can be a like a color wash. This one, which started out as No Eye-dea, became Everything will Change and evolved into Moving Through..., might be all those things. Perhaps rearranged:
Moving Through No Eye-Dea to Know Everything as Change
I need to finish this one quietly before I continue with anything else. I feel confused. A little needle chanting without words usually clears that up.
As winter moves in, my thoughts brew differently. More indoor time and I am really in IT, that thing that holds my focus, I keep going all day and even all night , in my head. So it is easier for me to post in Diary Format, that is, create a daily post and add to it during the day. These changes are not delivered by the email subscription service for this blog. Because they are edits to the original post which is delivered only once. That being said, I still need to do it that way. Creating more than one post a day is ridiculous. So when I get into this continuous mode, I will make a note at the end of the post. So you know to check back for the whole story. If you care about that.