So many times I thought about that. Heard that.
A clean slate. Starting again.
Undoing it all. Doing it over.
This morning, I pinned a new nine over and earlier nine. Remember Nine for Peace? Started here and then continued here and pictured here. Nine for Peace has become a backdrop for a lot of my goings and considerings. As I pinned this one once called Cornered and then Flow to this cloth, I renamed it. Nine for waves, no Nine for Making Waves. Yes, that holds more intention. Stirring. I thought about Nine for Knowing Waves but that is to big. Assumes too much. I want to remain smaller. To know that.
I looked back, found post 2345, the day something struck me. I cannot start over. I cannot erase self or time. Doings and goings. They are done and gone. But then not really. They got me here. Story. I might,though, keep going and try to Feel Free, be Free. In some small way just shed the the small ambitions that promise a bigger me. I think... what it is like to feel free might be close to starting anew. Making space for it.
So here we go then. I have set up a new tutorial space to support my sharings here. I am calling it Feel Free. And I'm working on it. Free is no small undertaking. I'll start by talking about it for a few days. Still a bit in between.
A cold wind blew in last night. And the storm seems to be weakening. I think all the crickets in the woods found a way in during the wee hours of the morning. They are all here singing, quite loudly, together..."it's nice and warm in here, oh yeah!"
A doodle then.
or maybe better yet...