disillusion

today is day 56. i am counting the days since i started. even if i didn't post anything.  this project has become uncomfortable to me in a way. probably because of the video aspect.  it might be a coincidence... since magic is about illusion, that the making of the cloth in public view is all about no illusion. none of this is easy.  it has been a bit difficult for me to combine the learning curve of filming with the beginning of a new cloth. there have been times i thought, no, this won't work.  this is one of those times.  i noticed that there is already  some built in glow. no special lighting, that just seemed to happen. the cloth is on the floor again. i think i like it better there. at rest.