OK. So just one more thing. Weave. Because it is always there for me. It runs deep and has visited me more in dreams than any place else. This is where I wander off into something more personal. To find new form. This is where I have always been going. This is how I will continue.
As you know, I don't read much. Or haven't read much or even socialized much with the textile community. In a way this has served me well up to now. I think because, now, at a later age, I have taken many personal journeys with cloth. Without guidance or company. I think my love of cloth kept me going rather than the struggle to be good at it. And self discovery has been my biggest joy. Making me just want to share how that happens somehow.
That being said, I have now begun to read and interact more. And it is interesting, this backwards approach. Seems easier to digest the words and work of others, without being in the position of awe and/or needing to emulate. Or even to be led into a kind of blind acceptance without really knowing. It is more of a conversation now, and equal back and forth. I have something meaningful to say and think. I have more real way of receiving what is being offered. That's just the way it is for me. The way it could best happen. I have finally found a true comfort in who I am. and what I do. This has been a behind the scenes struggle , like it always is even if it seems not. So it's really a good feeling.
So I'm just sayin' it...
and thank you Liz....