Back to quietly fitting in

but not disappearing.

 

There's a storm watch here today. With big Rain and Big Wind. I expect we might lose power.  Hauling a lot of wood inside right after I post here.  Just in case.

I'm back to Sanity.  The work I call Sanity that is. Mostly looking at it. The collection has grown, but my plans for exhibiting have all but disappeared.  I have conflicting issues about who I am in the "art world".  Mostly to do with my introverted-ness. And then also  about the attitude of those already There. I've tried to engage in that community but it has left me feeling left out.  Probably I have caused that with my doubts about the validity of most of it.  And because I just don't know. I cannot change that about myself.

I look at this today, tempted to put pink ears on it.  I think about trend, and how it is used to engage.  I think about the hypocrisy in that.  Trend. How truth is diverted.

I am not looking for praise.  I am looking for clarity. 

I look.  I love this one for many reasons.  It's patchwork of course.  And it is simply by emphasizing where the connections are in the puzzle, that define  the wings.  Connections define us.