Spirit Cloth

Days and Days

Every morning,

for quite a while now,

she's there.

There are double sliding doors at the back of the studio.  Her web blocks one of them. I use the other door.

Everything has become blurred. Yet cloth still becomes evidence of going.

A soup of days and thoughts caught. I will be reopening Feel Free today. I hope all works as it should.  Most of the audio is in two formats now, an underlined link (which opens in a new tab) and a player, which isn't as cute as the old one but one of them should work for you.  I may have missed a few things, if something seems strange let me know...

Classes have resumed. I have posted new content in Part 1,Thought Catching,  the page I was publishing when everything went awry. NOTE: as of 9PM the site is down again. I had a temporary meltdown but now I am calm and I will stay up all night and fix it. 

New content will be posted in Part 2, Small Cloth tomorrow. 

I layered the 2 photos.

Just to have her there. To consider her there.

I made a big decision yesterday. To start a new blog when we move. To begin again. What should I name it?

Suddenly

Just Suddenly.

That's how the sense of something arrives.

It took about 48 years but I suddenly realized I am not 20.

Where are we ?

We actually missed our anniversary this year, it came and went.

We live in a state of Blur-ity.

This is the corner of the Wedding Quilt.  Not sure why I called it that, we didn't really have one.

And we've been together longer than I can remember. Somewhere in between we thought what the hell.

One thing is clear.  I am totally confused and weary with internet presence.

The sense of things sometimes tells us more than the thing itself. I am glad to be doing Patchwork in Perspective. It is allowing me to move backward, slow down, adjust to and find simpler times. Smaller scraps of self. I need them badly. They sustain the joy in me.

There is a new post up in part 2,  I should be adding to part 1 later today.

I've begun to sort through old work. I will let most of it go.

I need a fresh start.

We found a place. We lost it. 

And I think it will be an early winter.